new XANGA.... sexy_eclipse_baby... long story... but i update there...so leave me messages...

vanna

*~*A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road...*~*
Girl*~* Slow down. Im scared.
Guy*~* No this is fun.
Girl*~* No its not. Please, its 2 scary!
Guy*~* Then tell me u love me.
Girl*~* Fine, I love u. Slow down!
Guy*~* Now give me a BIG hug.

*~*Girl Hugs Him*~*

Guy~ Can u take my helmet off & put it on? It's bugging me.

**In the paper the next day: A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. 2 ppl were on it but only 1 survived...**

*~*The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his breaks broke, but he didn't want 2 let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him & felt her hug 1 last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.*~*

Is that not the most adorable thing in the entire freaking world...wow...if only guys were really like that...

I know i havnt updated in a while...a LOT has happened...me and Garyn broke up on tuesday...day my g-ma died.... well then apparently he went out with Melissa on friday... which kinda upset me to begin with...then i find out he smoked...and he was supposed to quit...and i had a feeling him and Mel did something so i was really upset...well my G-ma's funeral was on monday so i didnt go to school... i found out that whit and him both didnt go to school that day either... lil suspisous to me.. but w/e... well i went back to school yesterday... and saw him like 400 times and at lunch he sat with Meg...who i already think he likes...but he just did it to make me jelous (worked until kate come over and said he was tlaking aobut me the whole time) and after school he was hangin all over mellisa...so i still felt like him and Mel did something... so i go upset... and then today...Melissa got up in my face with Tenisha and was talking aobut how i was talking shit on her... im like umm no i wasnt... if you two got on each other its your own business.. and she started gettin in my face so i got back in her face and Garyn got in the middle of it and was like STOP so i went to lunch... and Garyn never said ne thing to me...but before 5th hour he came by and tried to talk to me but i was being a bitch and didnt feel like dealing w/ more drama...so i just bitched and he walked off...then i realized if he didnt talk to Mel there was gonna be even more drama...so i yelled back at him and told him to fix shit with mel... well he walked me to 6th hour and said she told him i was getting loud w/ her... w/e i dont care about that drama... well then beofre 7th hour... garyn asked if i would talk to him after school and i told him i would... so after school i walked out and talked to him for like 45 minutes... and i can NEVER be mad at that kid when we talk face to face... so we talked...and i finally smiled for the first time in a week (except for when Reed pulled out his pockets and did his pelvis shake..i had to smile there) and then he hugged me and everything came back... feelings and everything...and i melted... and kissed him back when he kissed me :-/...got i hate this...i wish i could be mad at him... oh well i love that boy...i cant believe i let him walk all over me but i do... GOD... well im gonna go...i just needed to vent... lvoe you all... leave me msgs...

Vanna

HAVE YOU EVER...
1. Kissed your cousin: no?

2. Ran away: nope

3. Pictured your crush naked: maybe                    

4. Skipped school: yeah
5. Broken someone's heart: yea :-/

6. Been in love: unfortunatly

7. Cried when someone died: yes
8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: just one person

9. Broken a bone: no

10. Done something embarrassing: yea

11. Lied: too many times

12. Cried in school: lol...lots

WHICH IS BETTER...
13. Coke or Pepsi: Pepsi

14. Sprite or 7UP: sprite

15. Girls or Guys: guys...

16. Flowers or Candy:  Flowers

17. Scruff or Clean shaved: clean                                                                  

18. Blondes or Brunettes: blonde

19. Bitchy or Slutty: slutty

20. Tall or Short: tall

21. Pants or Shorts: pants

22. Night or Day: Night

WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX...

23. What do you notice first: eyes

24. Last Person You Slow Danced With: Garyn

25. Worst Question To Ask: idk?

THE LAST TIME YOU...

26. Showered: this morning

27. Stepped outside: like 10 min ago

ABOUT YOU...
29. Romantic memory: Lynns house frosh year...guess why

30. Your Good Luck Charm: dont really have one

31. Person You Hate Most: idk...

32. Best Thing That Has Happened: idk

33. On your desk: homework...phone...flower :)

34. Picture on your desktop: Eminem

FAVOURITE...
35. Color: baby blue

36. Movie: Grease

38. Cars: Eclipse .

39. Ice Cream: vanilla...i know im boring...

41. Food: idk...

WHO...
42. Makes You Laugh The Most: Lynn or WHit

43. Makes You Smile: Garyn

44. Can Make You Feel Better No Matter What: Garyn...

45. Has A Crush On You: no one right now

46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yea...

47. Who Has It Easier?: guys

48. Gives You A Funny Feeling When You See Them: Garyn :-/

DO YOU EVER...
49. Sit By The Phone Waiting For A Phone Call All Night: yea

50. Save AIM Conversations: only w/ one person

51. Save E-mails: yea

52. Forward Secret E-mails: no

53. Wish You Were Someone Else: who doesnt?

54. Wish You Were A Member Of The Opposite Sex: no?

55. Wear Cologne: perfume

56. Kiss: yea

57. Cuddle: of course

58. Go Online For Longer Than Eight Hours At A Time: umm..no i have a life thanx

HAVE YOU EVER...
59. Fallen For Your Best Friend?:  yeah

60. Made Out With JUST A Friend?: yup...girls too

61. Kissed Two People In The Same Day?: yup...two at the same time even ...they were both girls...haha...long night...Gilberts dont ask

62. Had Sex With Two Different People In The Same Day? no!

Been In Love?: yea

65. Been In Lust?: yes...

66. Used Someone?: yea :-/

67. Been Used?: yea

68. Dumped Someone?: yeah

69. Been Cheated On?: no

70. Been Kissed?: duh

71. Done Something You Regret?: all the time

WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
72. You Touched?:  idk?

73. You Talked To?: my mom

74. You Hugged?: Whit

75. You Instant Messaged?: Erin

76. You Kissed?: Garyn

77. You Yelled At?: my mom

78. You Thought About?: Garyn

79. Who Text Messaged You?: dont text

80. Who Broke Your Heart?: Garyn

81. Who Told You They Loved You?: Garyn

MORE ABOUT YOU...
82. Color Your Hair? blonde

83. Have Tattoos?: no...

84. Have Piercings?: my ears

85. Have A boyfriend/girlfriend?: nope

86. Own A Webcam?: no

87. Own A Thong?: thats all i own

88. Ever Get Off The Damn Computer?: yeah....

89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?:  huh?

HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU...
92. Stolen Anything?: no

93. Smoke?: yea

94. Schizophrenic?: no

95. Obsessive?: not really

96. Compulsive? no

97. Obsessive compulsive?:no

98. Panic?: yea

99. Anxiety?: yea

100. Depressed?: kinda...sometimes

Okay...so my life is over...on Saturday night i went to "Lynn's house" or so i told my parents...i ended up hanging out with Garyn and we had fun ...and then when we went back to my car...Garyn had left his cell in my car...and when I got ready to call my mom and tell her i was leaving "Lynn's house" i opened his phone and there was 13 missed calls from guess who....Lynn...i knew i was fucked so i called Lynn and the first words outa her mouth were "Your mom just left my house..." this wouldnt be such a big deal if i wasnt supposed to see garyn cuz he's a "bad influence" ...well i went home and my rents acted like nothing was going on and my dad was like " so did you have fun" trying to make me lie to cover up my other lies...so i just broke down and told him everything... well almost everything... now my mom thinks im a whore cuz my "hair is fucked up" and we didnt answer his cell phone so she thought we were doing "something" (never )....well they took away my car keys and said he's not allowed to call the house ne more...oh well w/e... they nevwer trusted me anyway...they just now finally have a reason not to... they still havnt told me what my "punishment" is yet... so who knows.....

Things got even worse on Tuesday..my mom got home and told me that my Grandma had just died.... lovely :'(....i cried i bet for 5 hours... and then i got to school and was talking to Chaz cuz Garyn wasnt there yet... and garyn flipped when he got there cuz i was talking to him... not sure why i cant talk to him but it looks like i cant... w/e...i guess i flipped when he looked at that ugly girl...so i guess i owe it to him to not talk to Chaz...well all that day Garyn was pissed at me and wouldnt talk to me cuz of that bullshit..im like thanx... as if im not going through enough...oh well... were better... well im gonna go... I love you leave me comments...

Vanna

So i went out with Kate last night...we went a saw Hide and Seek and OMG that is the scariest movie EVER...it was me and Kate and like two other people in the theatre and that was it which made it even more scary...after the movie Garyn met us outside the mall...and he bought me a flower...it was adorable..i love that boy... even though he's bipolar sometimes...

Im babysitting right now...I hung out w/ Kunis all day...that was pretty cool..i really miss that girl...shes changed alot but i miss being able to have her to talk to whenever i want...her and darin are talking? not sure whats up with that but yea....they were cute today...but im gonna go...Kate i love you and im glad we could get outa the house last night...Kunis i love you and i miss you and i hope you are for sure coming back next year...muah to all...leave me messages...

Vanna